"Some people should probably learn how to respect other people's status, such as,

a long term relationship. Don't wreck what's potent for a cheap thrill."

I feel like I'm not in my best moods these days, sometimes I think I dwell on things that's supposed to be forgotten but how could I when it's affecting me? I'm only human, to feel this way. I've never felt this way before, had too much of my highs now I guess my lows are taking its toll on me. Shall have my retail therapy soon, perhaps by myself like I always do, cause mos def it feels like heaven when you shop alone, no one's there to stop you.

So I've been bottling up too often I think it's doing me no good, obviously. Mum said I'm loosing weight, my girls too. I want my perky self back, been long since I last worked out, shall do so soon. Gotta tighten up them huge thighs (but sexy,lol) & loose the mini lovehandles. Gotta pay my sleeping dues as well, I feel like the dead when I'm at work. I need my rest, and a full body massage sounds good too right now. I need pampering, like nowwwwwwww. Anyways talked to Mum about studying abroad, for the obvious reasons, either design or marketing. Honestly, I'm not the kinda person who mugs & it's proven. 26 for O's, who am I kidding. I hope things goes my way, with God's will. Mum agrees, cause I'm paying for myself. But Dad would decide.

Sidelines. Went to Avalon for an event the other day on guestlist, I had great company & partied hard, so it was an epic night. Moving on, celebrated NYE with my girls & boyfriend. It was indeed a very long night, literally. Wouldn't wanna go in to details but yeah, I was just too tired. Damn, I still can't believe we're already in 2012. Last year went pretty damn fast, and this year I'm a teenager no more. Fuck, the big zero is an indication that I need to take somethings seriously. Shan't let my bad habits corrupt me, righttttt but fuck that, I wanna stay #foreveryoung. Anyways, Happy New Year to whoever is reading this (doubt anyone would?) Heard from some, "Same shit, different year." Have faith people, things would get better.

Anyhoo, I swear I miss Gold Coast, I just wanna chill the fuck out & not having to think of anything stressin'. Aside that, am gonna take up sessions at either R! or O'school. Been fucking long since I danced my ass off & it's about time. I don't care what others might say, it's time I do me. Also. Gonna get away from Twitter & Facebook for the time being. I need to take a break from these social networks, it's doing me no good & to some of the people I know. I gotta keep things positive ;)

Bye for now, shall update my blog more often. Fo'real fo'real.

Mood: Shagged

Current Song: Girls Got Rhythm By AC/DC